Thursday, November 27, 2003
Believe it or NOT!!
I pass My Exams..
yeah.. but no distinctions...
Better than nothin huh...
woke up so early in the morning..
cause too kan cheong!!
got so freak out when 8.30 came..
anywae.. the worse has passed!!
Now is the Grades.. yah..
my parents gonna fry me alive...
posted @ 11/27/2003 10:10:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
I am so scared...
i simply can't afford to fail...
i hate being a failure...
i still need to go for my korea and hongkong trip...
i forgetten everything..
my doom is awaiting for me tmr morning..
damn scared..
hope God will grant favour in the eyes of the teachers...
I HOPE I PASS...
i really can't slp...
my mind is in a whirl..
i think i am going to pengz..
and for info for ant and van...
They should know which EX...
Not the recent... the long ago one... hahax...
posted @ 11/26/2003 11:10:00 PM
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Saturday, November 22, 2003
bored.. nothin to do..
i just realised that without sch.. life is really boring..
still gotta wake up 530 tmr to go ndu..
wat a life..
haiz... i am thinking.. wat if one day...
i realised i still like my ex....
i dunno...
he is such a disappointment to me...
but after all.. my first...
anywae.. practically all disappointed me..
so wth..
posted @ 11/22/2003 12:14:00 AM
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Thursday, November 20, 2003
just came back from cheryl's chalet..
at pasir ris..
bum the whole time there... i think i am only good at that..
went to hazel's chalet to bum there too.. cause i was too bored manz..
ended up seeing hazel's friends play risk...
oh yah.. they are so cheena!!
chinese here chinese there...
haiz... nothing to say about it manz..
van also help me do the comments today.. cool huh.. she rocks.. except when she is lame larz...
hahax.. going to slp soon.. tmr still going to hq to bum too..
what a life manz..
posted @ 11/20/2003 12:38:00 AM
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
i am so confused...
i really want to cry...
i suddenly realised..
I dunno who i can trust..
i feel lonely..
just looking around..
i see devious hearts behind the smiling angelic faces of my friends..
i suddenly realise the ppl i used to laugh with, joke with and share my sorrows with..
they are all far away, their faces has changed..
with evil grinz, they stare at me..
with expressions that i never knew them..
whats happening...?
i am confused...
i can't recognise them anymore...
have i lost them..?
i dunno..
maybe i should be wary of them..
i am so disappointed..
i miss them so much...
i miss the memories...
but why do i have such friends...?
i guess.. most friends will one day walk away..
only the ones who are true will really stay..
but i really wonder..
who will end up staying..
i can only wait and see...
posted @ 11/16/2003 11:34:00 PM
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Saturday, November 15, 2003
yeahhhhh
sitting here alone thinking it through trying to convince myself that i'm
not losing you,
or can't you just forget the things i said
i was angry at the time but now i cleared my head
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong
so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
losing you
so tell me why, you took care enough to try
are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,
wont stand, losing you
you don't have to say a word its in your eyes
what can i do to convince you we need more time
and i know i may have made a few mistakes
but losing you is just too much for me to take
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong
so tell me what to say
because i need, a chance to change
and i wont let you walk away
Busted.. Losing You..
posted @ 11/15/2003 10:20:00 PM
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Thursday, November 13, 2003
Home at last..
i can relax, no camps, no courses..
though i kinda miss the power boat course..
kinda fun.. only on the last day larz...
*vroom...*
driving is so extremely cool..
apparently i drive too fast, and made such a sharp turn that zhi wei nearly fell ..
hahax... cool huh.. sadly... he didn't..
now.. have to start studying for my power boat license...
SHIT MANZ...
hope i pass!!
after my powerboat course.. i had camp feast..
Guess wat.. it was the worse camp of my whole entire life..
bloody disappointed in it...
cried..
NCC is going down the drain..
i think it has really become an official national childcare center...
wat a pity huh...
posted @ 11/13/2003 09:45:00 PM
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Sunday, November 09, 2003
Of all the things i've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
Tears form behind my eyes,
But i do not cry,
Counting the days that pass me by.
I've been searchin' deep down in my soul,
Words that i'm hearin' are starting to get old,
It feels like i'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
And i say-
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to.
I still get lost in your eyes,
And it seems that i can't live a day without you,
Closing my eyes,
And you chase my thoughts away,
To a place where i am blinded by the light,
But it's not right.
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to.
Hold on to...
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and i want what's mine,
I want you,
And i'm not giving in this time.
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to-
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew,
You were the one i loved,
The one thing that i tried to hold on to.
Oh, oh woah,
And when the stars fall i will lie awake,
You're my shooting star.
Goodbye to you.. michelle branch..
posted @ 11/09/2003 11:07:00 PM
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bored..
didn't know after exams can be so boring...
went scouting around for winter clothes...
i think it is so boring..
all winter clothes look the same to me...
but quite cool larz..
bum around the whole day..
playing neopets and sims...
wat a life manz..
posted @ 11/09/2003 10:55:00 PM
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Saturday, November 08, 2003
back from church..
had a celebration...
tat exams are over?
hope that is for real...
i am so scared that i have to retake my last paper..
Oh yah..
NIce pic for ur blog van..
its cool.
posted @ 11/08/2003 09:19:00 PM
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Friday, November 07, 2003
"Not impossible... Inevitable..." and
"HEAR THAT YVONNE??? THAT IS THE SOUND OF INEVITABILITY..."
*echoing* Supp. paper... Supp. paper... Supp. paper... Supp. paper... Supp. paper... "
heard those phrases time and time again..
thanks to lester..
from morning...
till afternoon...
before the test,
after the test,
before the movie,
after the movie..
He recites that phrase...
crazy manz..
Watched Matrix revolutions..
went all the way to IMAX... Great world city...
COOL huh.. first time i went.. And.. i obviously got a headache..
the screen was so big.. and we sat right at the fifth row... thanks to that babe..
but no bad movie.. cool stuff..
fighting is good..
and obviously chinese kong fu tat rocks..
rating:3.5/5.
Anywae.. had the last paper today..
i smell the air of freedom at last...!!
Damned engineering paper...
made me study so hard for it..
IN THE END...
I think i am going to FAIL...
great huh..
pengz..
but who Cares..
Hols.. here.. i come..
posted @ 11/07/2003 10:15:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you ...
posted @ 11/05/2003 10:21:00 AM
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argh.. i am so stressed..
so sick of studying... can't even wake up today.. cause last nite was trying to memorise stuff as usual.. wat to do manz.. 2 more days i will meet my doom.. i can't afford to fail this sub... i cannot take the sub paper.. i will just die..
tmr i still have to go for diver selection.. argh.. seriously, i can go and die..
posted @ 11/05/2003 10:05:00 AM
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Saturday, November 01, 2003
YAY... THis YeaR.. at last.. Finally...
I will Be OUT OF THIS SMALL LITTLE COUNTRY!!
Going to Korea... and HONG KONG?
DUNNO...
but better than nothin larz.. Can get some stuff...
hahax..
well.. anywae.. napped for FOUR hours...
Damn tired...
WOKE UP AT 5.30!! Had to sacrifice my BEAUTY SLP for diving selection...
BUT... got disappointed...
Cause the girl tat got in SUCKS!!
SHe is like so bitchy right.. Talk so MUCH!!
If she is bitchy.. i can be bitchy too right...
like on the 6nov, i will try my best to fail her manz...
this kind of girl.. go for diver... yuck...
anywae.. off to play my neopets.. and back to studies!!!
posted @ 11/01/2003 10:29:00 PM
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