Friday, January 30, 2004
HAPPINESS!!
Van calls it fats on her tummy..
but i call it shopping for stuff i like..
went out with TK today..
was suppose to go for dinner..
but ended up shopping..
hahax..
i bought..
1 glow in the dark ring..
2 earrings... ( one for my sis)
2 pouches from kipling cause there was a sale..(one for pencil box)
1 jacket from levi's cause there was a sale too..
yeps..
but my sister is sponsering the jacket..
cause she owes me my birthday present...
hee.. she is suppose to buy for my a quiksilver jac..
i already helping her by buying a levi's jac so she could save money..
she better be grateful manz..
yepz.. so thats happiness..
happy with wat i got...
tmr gotta go for church camp le...
haiz..
will be missing the comp and bed...
well.. sayounara peeps..
till then..
posted @ 1/30/2004 11:13:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
i wish i can keep running from the world...
hid away in some dark corner..
and just break down cry..
i wish the guys in the world can go and die..
i wish i wun have to face to problems or decisions..
i really tried my best...
you always said i dun make any effort...
and slowly, i tried.. i really tried...
and u hurt me after all my effort..
wat do u want from me...?
i am so tired...
i wish u can go away..
i am too tired to entertain you anymore..
posted @ 1/28/2004 05:23:00 PM
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
argh..
so many ppl came over today...
the place was in a mess...
and best of all..
it was raining like shit..
even trying to take a taxi was hard...
had to run here run there...
but in the end..
took a bus..
with like 10 over half drenched ppl..
we had two steamboat..
with everybody crowding over it..
and also celebrated my sister's bd..
well, after a while i went to isolate my self watching tv cause it was too crowded..
ended up slping...
and woke up again cause my parents came back..
plus everybody was making so much noise at 10pm at nite..
such a busy day huh..
went to watch last samurai too..
it is good manz..
touching..
cool...
oh ya.. i gotta talk about my nephew!!
he is so extremely cute..
forever trying to get attention..
and he is so cubby!!
feel like squeezing him...
oh ya.. his name is davian..
cute manz..
my niece too.. cute too
but quiet gal..
dun bother much about attention...
yepz.. u can see their photos when i add the link..!!
posted @ 1/24/2004 11:09:00 PM
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Thursday, January 22, 2004
Finally!! Its a New LunAr Year!!
WalkEd arOUnd ChINa TowN eArLieR toDay!!
WIth Ant, My siS, DAWn, MarCus, ClaIRe and PaM..
It Was So CrOWded... SqUeeZing ThRough PPL..
And ANt HoldinG my HaNd TighTly... aFraid of Getting LosT or SqUashed..
MaRcUs waS hOldIng my Mom's TaLL WiLLow..
ThaNk Goodness, hE cAme Along.. Or Else I wiLL End up HolDing it..
MaNaGe to WatcH the Fire Works..
And EnDed Up lauGhing At Ant.. Cause she Cannot TakE mucH PiCs of tHe FiReWoRks..
HEr DiGiTal Cam WaS too Slow..
AnD hEr SiM CaRd was Too FuLL...
But YAh.. the FirE woRks were Great.. WhIte, Green, rEd... etc.. bEaUtiFul..
Well, but we didn't manage to watch the fire crackers..
causE toO mAnY ppl.. but wE heard lOts of it...
well, packed my stuff yesterday.. cause my mother said my room was too messy...
came across alot of old memories...
brought me to tears...
really hoped i can turn back time...
i would really cherish them...
saw some photos of me and somebody..
felt sad.. why was he so different after he entered poly??
many ppl said we looked perfect for each other...
and so i gave my best in the relationship, thinking it will last...
unfortunately huh...
well.. it is the past... can't turn back...
tHen i SaW the StuFf another person gave me..
and i felt sad..
he was another person whom i loved alot..
but i gave up too easily...
and regreted very much..
not surprised if my heart turns cold one day...
caused by the hurts and pains from the ppl i loved so much...
okies.. i better stop this crap..
i would go on and on manz..
yepz.. visited my grandfather at the home today..
first time visiting the home..
i am happy for him.. cause the home is very nice...
plus it is a christian home.. with a church...
but when i saw him today...
i had to hold back my tears...
he grown very old over one year..
making me really shocked...
i really dunno wat to say to him cause i know i would cry...
but i guess he is fine there..
cause the ppl there are friendly..
and i hope he really likes it there...
posted @ 1/22/2004 10:02:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
watched good boy today
yeah.. it is ok..
i tot it will be nicer..
hahax..
but well..
watched le...
skipped 4 hours of sch today too...
auto cad..
i think i wun be able to catch up manz...
now having holiday mood...
cause chinese new year is around the corner..
excited for tmr..
going for my annual walk with ant, my sis and others at china town again...
hahax.. now eating ba kwa while blogging too!!
hAppy CHinese NEw Year again PPL!!
posted @ 1/20/2004 10:10:00 PM
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Monday, January 19, 2004
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
...LinkIn Park_NUMB...
posted @ 1/19/2004 09:31:00 PM
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
Just dyed my hair..
with garnier...
some funny colour... light something copper red or watever manz...
well, still waiting for my hair to dry.. cause i am lazy to blow..
than i can see if the colour is good..
hahax.. i am now thinking how i am going back for ncc with such wonderful hair..
i will get kicked out of the sch or hq...
well, chinese new year is coming!!
YEAH!!
GONG XI FA CAI...
Hong Baos na lai...
can buy stuff le...
hahax..
i am love a skirt from by ice.. damn nice
but... dun think i can buy it manz.. broke like shit..
well, too bad for me huh..
hahax..
tmr gtg to sch again..
sianz...
dying le..
posted @ 1/18/2004 10:04:00 PM
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Saturday, January 10, 2004
finally..
i cut my hair...
but how wonderful...
it is damn short...
i can practically become a butch and jio girls already...
and soon, i will be lacking of slp..
i will need to wake up early and style my short hair..
argh..
bye bye to beauty sleep...
well.. dawn cut too..
it is cool..
the hairstylist is not bad ya..
she asked me to be her model if she goes for competiton...
ya.. i was like "huh????"
anywae... van is going to cut hers soon..
tmr..
hope it is shorter than mine..
at least i wun feel like shit...
hahax..
posted @ 1/10/2004 10:20:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
life's a bitch...
can anyone not disagree to tat?
my life is forever full of troubles..
relationship down to religion...
all the confusion and watever crap..
i hate it...
i hate being in situations..
all my relationship sucks..
when will i have a stablise one..
someone who loves me as much as i love him?
i dunno..
in future maybe..
i dunno..
all i can do..
is to wait... or cry for the ones who hurt me the most..
posted @ 1/07/2004 11:07:00 PM
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Monday, January 05, 2004
Oh manz.. school has started...
back to early mornings...
back to boring lessons..
today all we do is to laze around..
i can't really be bothered to listen to the lecture...
still holiday mood...
oh ya.. so many changes too..
u see different ppl coming in with different hairstyles..
how funny...
but ya.. cool..
able to see everyone again...
tmr i am going to finish at 5 again..
argh..
so tired..
plus rugby too..
oh manz..
i dun feel like running...
haiz...
posted @ 1/05/2004 08:58:00 PM
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Friday, January 02, 2004
Happy new year ppl..
at last i touch the comp after 3 days..
was in chalet for three days..
drunk vodka...
puked..
nearly died... the feeling sucks manz..
hahax..
my whole face was like a red lobster...
thank God for fish cake's bro.. he knows how to handle stuff..
yepz.. nice guy he is...
funny too..
practically can be kevin and fishcake's personal driver manz..
always fetching them everywhere...
hahax..
oh ya.. darren was in a bad shape after drinking on the 2nd nite manz..
practically puking like mad..
major drunk...
i was like so shocked la..
but find it funny too..
never seen him this way before..
well.. last night celebrated new year at fort canning with the church
was with tk too..
i think he must be thinking... wat the hell am i doing here in a church celebration..
hahax.. but i guess it is an experience for him..
well.. after that we bum at the beach.. i ended up slping on his shoulder till it was numb.. hahax..
met some ncc peeps too..
and east coast was so crowded manz...
hahax.. i can keep going and going on for hours manz...
cause so many stuff happend..
well.. better stop le..
going to plya gun bound...
posted @ 1/02/2004 12:57:00 AM
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