Wednesday, April 28, 2004
been stressed out.
exams and studies are dating me the whole damn week and next week.
so peeps, i am booked.
but dun worry ant, i will go for your carnival.
with hazel of course, never alone.
well, watched starsky and husky(is that how it is spelt?)..
not bad, watchable.
i like it especially when they do the dragon stuff.
extremely hilarious.
well, the movie made me laugh, good enough.
ate tons of whipped cream (grande size)
and it was good.
and craving for more.
well, back to studies.
tmr i have a paper.
totally sucks.
hope i can do the paper well.
posted @ 4/28/2004 10:38:00 PM
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Monday, April 26, 2004
can anyone just tell me wat i am suppose to do?
i feel like i am stuck in between...
should i just tell him that i have feelings for him
or should i just shut up about it?
Just afraid he will run away to avoid me..
and thats the last thing i want to happen.
i dunno why he does this to me.
by not replying me always, or just stop replying.
and i really hate that.
its been a long time since i felt that way.
very long time.
VERY.
and i wish it will go away.
and now, i can't cry anymore,
i feel numbed.
my tears yearn to flow,
but i can't.
i can't simply let it out.
exams are stressing me out too.
i am afraid of failing.
i dun wanna be disappointed.
and i am so damn tired of studying.
i need a damn break.
posted @ 4/26/2004 09:35:00 PM
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can anyone just tell me wat i am suppose to do?
i feel like i am stuck in between...
should i just tell him that i have feelings for him
or should i just shut up about it?
Just afraid he will run away to avoid me..
and thats the last thing i want to happen.
i dunno why he does this to me.
by not replying me always, or just stop replying.
and i really hate that.
its been a long time since i felt that way.
very long time.
VERY.
and i wish it will go away.
and now, i can't cry anymore,
i feel numbed.
my tears yearn to flow,
but i can't.
i can't simply let it out.
exams are stressing me out too.
i am afraid of failing.
i dun wanna be disappointed.
and i am so damn tired of studying.
i need a damn break.
posted @ 4/26/2004 09:35:00 PM
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Friday, April 23, 2004
STESSED
thats what i am going through now.
been studying like i have no tomorrow.
RUsh there rushed here.
i hope exams are over soon..
lucky asses like van, jo, dawn and hazel finished theirs,
and now they are enjoying their wonderful life.
while i am struggling like mad.
the best are van, jo and dawn.
one paper only.
feel like kicking their ass.
well, they been stressed over their presentations too,
good break for them.
happy hols to all of you babes.
while i struggle for my exams.
hope to go out with you people soon.
posted @ 4/23/2004 10:40:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
yay!
i studied today!
erm.. close to 4 hours..
after tat darren gave us a treat at swensens..
cause he was craving for ice cream..
argh.. tmr i have presentation..
gotta wear my number 3..
how awkward..
hate wearing that uniform..
look so funny..
but just because of my marks..
i gotta make sacrifices..
wat shit..
posted @ 4/21/2004 10:57:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
guess i am just your entertaining box.
whenever you are bored,
you just gotta call, and i'll be there.
there for you to entertain you, make you happy.
when u got wat u want, and u are not bored anymore.
u simply just "switch" me off.
and no matter how sad or whatever my mood is,
i'll try.
to be happy, cheerful.
and it is really not easy.
and once u put down the phone,
i will go back to my own world of saddness.
where i think how i happy i was in the past.
how i did not treasure you.
now i am just hoping to live in those times again
to be in my own sweet little world.
away from reality-
the hurts,
the lies,
the backstabbing,
the saddness,
and everything else.
Just most importantly.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIE OR CHEAT MY FEELINGS!
so,
to u people who lie,
U SUCK BIG TIME! I dun need you in my life! so just fark off!
posted @ 4/20/2004 10:29:00 PM
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Monday, April 19, 2004
arGH..
wAt a HOt dAy..
i fEEL LIKe a CHiCkeN geTTing gRiLLEd..
wAs thInkinG of StUDyING in The aFtEROOn,
but tHE heaT was KiL mE..
EnDed Up sLpIng fOR twO hoURs PlUS..
aNd appaRenTly ShUn XiNg cALLed..
bUt i Nv hEaR..
oPps.. sORRY...
i tot it was MY aLaRm..
KEkEz..
goTTa go watCh mUMMy wiTh lOVe..
posted @ 4/19/2004 06:38:00 PM
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
been busy.
comp down.
wth.
but anywae,
had autocad prac test.
not bad.
able to pass.
i think...
yeah.
bought my handphone pouch and wallet today too.
fee good.
at least i got some stuff i wanted.
and..
exams are coming..
i am so dead..
stressed...!
argh.
nothin much to blog.
too busy studying.
wat a life.
posted @ 4/18/2004 12:23:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
streSsed..
just finish autocad..
exam this sat..
but i dunno a single shit..
i am damn worried..
yeah..
comp is down too..
can't blog at home..
argh..
how wonderful is my life now..
stressed over work..
sad over him..feeling damn hurt..
etc..
what the shit..
i wish my exams are over..
i am seriously going to break down..
i can't fail autocad..
i dun wanna stay back...
posted @ 4/13/2004 05:00:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
oNce agAin..
u appEar In my LIfe..
i am getting hurt all ovEr again..
again and again..
my life right now is just like a rollercosta..
it goes up..
when u call..
when u msg..
when u talk to me..
but afterawhile..
when i msg..
u never reply me back..
never call back..
the rollercosta goes down..
and down..
and down..
i really don't know what to do..
i am happy yet sad..
i hate you..
NO! more like i like you..
I want u to go..
yet another side of me dun want u to..
i am so confuse..
i hope u will stop hurting me..
i'M huRt
posted @ 4/07/2004 10:13:00 PM
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Monday, April 05, 2004
My
GREATEST achievement today-
dragging myself to jap class on a monday,
when i have monday blues.
The people in monday jap class is really wierd.
as in, so different.
This is my first lesson in poly where there are so many gals.
i was feeling uncomfy.. not really used to it..
Was looking at girls though..
but none of them were pretty..
was sitting at the back..
from the back, i thought one gal was pretty though..
she was so 'decorative' everywhere...
but when she turned..
*ahem*
no comments.
the guys there are no better..
can *pengz*..
yeah.. if van is reading this, bet she will tell me..
"
ying, stop judging people..
its bad...".
but well, sorry van.. i can't help it..
u should know me..
hahax...
well.. going on to my
SECOND achievement..
i went into lab test without knowing a single shit..
and the teacher is damn screwed..
feel like kicking his damn ass..
was cursing him
big time.!!
comeon manz,
i didn't go for the last lab cause i was sick..
and now u are giving me a lab test yet u dun try to even help me.
crap!!
as usual, i was the last to leave and he was being a bitch.
but i should be able to pass..
THANKFULLY..
Third Acheivement..
i managed to sit through electronics lecture without being kick out..
for the last two lectures, the lecturer has been hinting us to leave the class..
and surprisingly.. i stayed throughout the whole class and even listened!!
hahax.. feeling happy for myself cause of all my achievements in one day..
i know it is lame.. but seriously..
its not easy larz..
especially for me!!
posted @ 4/05/2004 09:53:00 PM
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
PURE INDULGENCE.
Ate at marche for dinner.
Jolene, Dawn, My sis and me.
ate beef, crepes, wedges, mixed vegetables, etc.
drank hooch too.
Damn Full.
Ended up walking to esplanade.
Bought a pint of vanilla caramel brownie from hagen dazs.
(Just to satisfy jolene's and dawn's craving for caramel).
*sheesh*
but it was nice, but too sweet for my taste.
prefer macademia nut.
jolene was happily stuffing herself with ice cream cause of the caramel.
*argh*
well, i enjoyed my night.
Its been a long time since i sat somewhere
and enjoyed talking, laughing, playing
and being away from all the stress around me.
I bet jolene had a great time too.
She seems to be enjoying herself.
Indulging herself with food, ice cream.. etc..
Throwing dried ice into the water..
lying down beside the pond?
Laughing at people posing saturday night fever...
Am i right, jolene?
Hope u enjoyed urself gal..
and ur worries at off ur mind..
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yeah.. watched passion of Christ yesterday.
it was good..
cried three times.
Go catch it peeps.
It is a show worth watching!!
posted @ 4/04/2004 12:03:00 AM
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