Sunday, June 26, 2005
i need a break.
totally. seriously.
i can see that my life is blankly passing day by day just like that.
it is already the end of fourth week.
and wat do i know about school work?
NOTHING!
Tried studying for the past 3 hours.
but nothin is going in.
or more likely would be i dont understand anything.
WTH.
i am so fucking dead.
AT this rate, i will really need God's blessings just to pass this semester.
i feel so stressed all of a sudden.
Was having some life reflection in the bus while listening to Jay songs.
i guess his songs can be inspirational at times.
i just realised that i just wasted my damn life away.
i never ever seriously complete any courses in my life.
My guitar is half there half here,
my powerboat license is not even completed. still hanging. => may i should just stay away to prevent myself from banging anymore jettys.
my ballet course is like not completed too.
Taekwando too..
argh.. i regretted not completing them.
the whole journey home from PP was sucky.
I felt so regretful.
Even in my relationships.
i wish i can really turn back time
and make my life into something useful.
posted @ 6/26/2005 01:32:00 AM
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
ok laur, since u ask me to update... i shall..
been really long since i touched my blog.
and Rina, i shall drop u a msg sometime k,
sorry that i cant play now, been really busy with my fyp and work.
i wish i can go down to play too, but i cant spare time at the moment.
life has been really sucky,
trying to fit everything together..
Days to go out with PC,
My FYP,
My AEROMATERIALS PROJECT,
My TUITION,
and MY STUDIES.
Argh.. if only i can restrain myself from watching tv.
Mondays would be desperate housewives.
Thursday would be lost and The OC.
and THANK GOD, i have a long weekend cause there is no school on fri.
BUT i still have to go back for FYP, maybe in the afternoon.. its better than nothin anywae..
dont wanna wake up so damn early just to travel to school.
Moreover, THe movies coming up that i am prepared to go broke for ( again, i have to make time for them..):
Alot like love - 23 june.
Batman - 16 june( still finding time to watch)
Fantastic Four - no idea when
INITIAL D! - movie of the year for me.. 23 JUNE! - u ppl better make time for it!
Charlie and the CHOC Fac - no idea when too..
and more coming up..
hahax.
totally dead man..
how am i going to survive this semestER?
please pray for me ppl..
AND later, i am still going out with Van down town..
instead of studying.
Alright, time to prepare..
LAUR! I HAVE UPDATED! MISS U GIRL!
RINA! SEE U AROUND K! MISS U TOO!
AND LITING! I HOPE TO SEE U SOON!
posted @ 6/18/2005 11:10:00 AM
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