Friday, July 06, 2007
I rush home every single time just to switch on the lap.
No matter how tired i am, i still do.
Hoping to at least catch a glimpse of you.
My heart always tell me not to put my hopes up too high.
I prepare myself that 'He is not going to be online' .
But i still feel the same sadness when i don't see you.
And after that i tell myself not to rush back to see you the next day.
But I still do and it repeats.
Fuck.
Its not right.
I cant let go though i know have to.
It really pains me.
I wish i can simply say I don't miss and love you.
I'm Screwed. Very.
posted @ 7/06/2007 01:57:00 AM
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
Believe it or not.
I am blogging.
The first time in centuries i think.
This means i am utterly bored.
There is nothing else to do here except to wait for Norbert and Stanley to be done with work.
I actually do miss blogging for a while.
Feel like starting again but being a lazy bum, i doubt so.
My day today was pretty depressing
but i am glad it was fufilling.
Settled alot of stuff to bring back to Australia.
Right now. I am so torned up with r/s.
Argh.
Can someone just help me with it?
posted @ 7/05/2007 07:56:00 PM
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