Wednesday, October 08, 2008
I thought my birthday would be better than this.
I didn't know it is going to end up like this.
A tearful and sulky day.
Every year, my birthday will end up like this.
Three consecutive years in a row.
How did it end up like this?
Would i be surrounded by friends who are going to celebrate my birthday for the sake of it?
I dreaded my birthday this time round, cause of my gut feeling that it will be ending up bad, and indeed it did.
I remembered that i did tell D i wanted the car.
But i don't understand why it ended up with N. I guess he forgot, or he didn't hear it.
I just wanted to go out for a nice lunch, i don't need alot of time. Just Lunch and we could come back to do some work. I am not even asking for a fanciful dinner that you planned in the end.
I guess i expect too much. I should really lower my expectations cause it hurts to be that disappointed. And yes, i like ducks but i am already 22. I thought you would get me something more practical. And yes, i prefer practical things. The present you presented tore my heart though i had to fake a smile and say i love it. Its a piggy duck that sings when you put coins in! And had to keep pretending that i love it.
I am unreasonable i know. I should know that i am lucky to get a present. But it tears my heart to know how much effort my friends make to get something for me.
Labels: My birthday
posted @ 10/08/2008 12:10:00 PM
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